Monday 16th July

I shouldn't have gone over to the horses this evening. I was tired and cross and in a foul temper. I didn't want to have anything to do with Humphries or the other animals. I feel so inadequate that I'm not riding or lunging or doing anything useful and productive. I watched Michele riding J.B. She was jumping him and some of the jumps were really beautiful - harmony, grace and balance. J.B has such scope.